it’s Monday again!

help

Monday keeps showing up… Yes it is the “beginning” of the week but really does it have to show up every week? Couldn’t it just take a vacation once in a while? Who do we talk to to get that arranged?

sometimes…

sometimes

Sometimes unspoken words scream so loud your can’t hear anything else…

how are you doing today?

I ask myself this every day. Some days I get a good answer and others I don’t. I have come to realize that I need to capitalize on my good days preparing for my bad days. I need to stop focusing on the bad days and take them as they come while looking forward to being productive on the good days…

happy new year…i think?

I always look forward to starting something new. That is the motivation that pushes me forward in any given area of my life. It hasn’t seemed to work though or at least the way I had expected it to. These past years have been full of disappointment for me. My visions of how things would work out haven’t happened and distraction has filled many voids. I am going to give this another shot and post my dim thoughts here to prove that I can make a commitment and hold to it (for now anyway)…

Empathy…

When an Empath says to you that they know how you feel…believe them.

rearview mirror…

Focus on where you want to go and not where you have been…stop focusing on your rear view mirror…

curve

Mirrors are not a true reflection of who you are and should not be such an important influence on what you think of yourself…

comfort zone where are you?

I have outgrown my comfort zones…I need new ones.

What used to work years ago is a fleeting memory today.  I can’t seem to find “comfort” in the places I used to go to get away from everyday stresses.

I used to be able to “distract” myself in many ways.  Movies, tv shows, reading, playing a game, even walking was a great distraction for me.  Now I can’t seem to get comfortable with any of these.  The feelings still creep in and I “think” I know the culprit.

Let me know what you “think” I am realizing…